Permulaan

OMG! after 3 n a half years im officially graduated from UiTM..  WOW~ woke up in the morning trus p cek tu result.. lu lu lu lu semua lulus... n that time Ibu magically appeared in my room and me with teary eyes ckp sama Ibu aku lulus suda hohohoho...  again, WOW.. who knew i would passed the exam.. sudala pemalas p kelas..

btw, my life in its utmost place where everything seems to be in the right place.. no confusions there... those struggling attempt to forgot that someone2 finally happened.. thanx to my bestie, R, she was a big help... she said i was really stupid for unable to get over with that someone2... so she end up became my LOVE teacher hahaha.. that was the time i met up with Mr.R.. he is tall guy with a messy hair (reminds me of rangga, Ada Apa Dengan Cinta's actor)... who can resist that level of sexiness? hahaha and later on, I am his.. well this all sounds so lovey-dovey.. i shall make this blog more interesting... i'll try to write as much as i can..

LOVE,

Bby ;)

Dear Blog :)

ya tuan2 dan puan2...

finally i got the courage to change my status in fb...:(

mybe for u its not a big deal but it is!!

i took almost 2 years to change it from *its complicated* to *single*...

ya i know i know... sorry for being emotional... T-T i just cant help it..

itu sejala...

sudah lama kan?

duh i forgot the last time i updated this blog bha... punya lama suda... >.<

well nothing is really appealing to me to write something2 here..

my life as we see is lame and boring... yeah its been like that since few years back..

i know this is kinda pathetic but what to do... mimang suda begitu...

so im hoping the future will be somehow better... *finger crossed*

n hoping this short post will tempting me to write again later??.. maybe...

thats all for now guys...

Love.

Bby

November Rain

i want to post something.. which is emmm i dunno.. i should make this short and simple.. so today's agenda is buy foods and some groceries.. weird hah?? yeah i have to buy some groceries since i made this stupid promise to my putah girl, dd and sue that I WILL COOK SOMETHING FOR THEM... they craving for housemade lauk yg akan d masak oleh saya... ya ya... n alsos sue's favourite sambal belacan... saya akan masak dengan penuh perasaan kasih syg dan cinta ok my girls!
TIDAK PERCAYA??
PLEASE PUT SOME TRUST ON ME.. i can cook bah!

XOXO LOVE U!

P/S: still on dieting mode.. this whole cooking thing buli kacau my diet.. whatever~

Taken from Colyn's blog... eheheheh~

1.When was the last time you cried?

erk i cant recall....

2.Have you ever faked sick?

always :)

3.What was the last lie you said?

i never lie... <<<< i just lied a few seconds ago xD

4.Have you ever cried during a movie?

Yes....

5.Who was the last person you couldn’t take your eyes off of?

TAYLOR LAUTNER...

6.Have you ever danced in the rain?

Nope.. but it must feel great rite? I'll try someday...

7.Have you ever been drunk?

Im not purely Dusun but I am still Dusun.. HaHa!

8.Have you ever tried tried drugs?

Once n it doesnt feel nice... stupid me~.

9.Do you smoke?

Nope... XP

10.What’s the farthest you’ve ever gone on a dare?

Ndatau,,, lupa suda ooo~

11.What is your full name?

Nabila Eviana Binti Madi

12.What is your blood-type?

i donated blood TWICE but i still cant remember my blood type.. punya buduh!

13.Have you ever been in a car accident?

THANK GOD.. NO! Nauzubillahminzalik...

14.How old were you when you recieved your first kiss?

UhUk!

15.Who was your first kiss?

Uhuk for the second time.. haha

16.Have you ever had an online relationship?

Haha ya.. sekali....

17.Have you ever had phone-sex?

oooohooooiiiiiii!

18.Have you ever been rejected by a crush?

Never....

19.What is your favourite sport to play?

Netball!!!!!!!!!!!!

20.Have you ever made a prank phone call?

Yaaa tp nda pernah jadii... kitai!

21.Have you ever said

Please kiss me?? duh aku assume ko mau tnya itu la ah... haha

22.What’s your favourite childhood memory?

banyak....aku lupa suda..

23.Is there anything that you have done that you regret?

banyak~

24.What do you want to be when you grow up?

Bussinesswoman Berjaya! yeahhHH!!

25.What is your political persuassion?

ermmmmmmmmmm... pkir dlu...

26.Have you ever had cybersex?

Buduh la kalau pernah..

27.Do you believe in g-d?

g-d?? apa tu ooo??? GOD??? musti la bah!!

28.Do you believe in love at first sight?

YES! saya sedang sekarang uhuhuh

29.Do you believe in karma?

yup! jagala kau!

30.Who was your first crush?

ehehe its SECRET!

31.Who do you have a crush on?

Sekarang teda~

32.How would you describe yourself?

Perempuan tinggi besar tp nda lama lagi kurus tu.. ko tunggu!

33.What are you afraid of?

Namau cakap!

34.Are you religious?

Not really... not something that i should be proud of..

35.What does your screen name mean?

UhUi manala aku tau

36.What person do you trust the most?

Malas mau type nama durang.... haha

37.Who was your first boyfriend/girlfriend?

Mohd Khairul J.

38.What is the best compliment you have ever received?

Tall? Beautiful? Cute?

39.What is the meanest thing anyone has said about you?

Ntah... sbb lepas durang ckp trus aku hantam durang balik haha

40.What is the longest crush/relationship you have had?

3 years :(

41.What is your greatest strength?

My Ibu n Ayah... Love U

42.What is your greatest weakness?

Ndatau?

43.What is your perfect pizza?

Cheese and a must pineapple on top...

44.What is your first thought when waking up in the morning?

Mau mandi tp malas....

45.What is your first thought before you go to bed?

Him...

46.What college do you want to go to?

Hurmmm.. wait i think first........

47.Do you get along with your family?

Yes....

48.Do you play any instruments?

Yes!

49.What kind of music do you like?

Jazz.....

50.Do you think you’re attractive?

erm... nda kali

51.Would you ever get a tattoo?

My religion forbid me from having a tattoo...

52.How many piercings do you have?

perhaps 3...

53.Who makes you laugh?

Sue, Dd n Saza....

54.Who would you want to be tied to for 24hours?

Someone...

55.Have you ever seen a dead body?

My Grandmama... does it count??

56.Do you have a celebrity crush?

TAYLOR LAUTNER! URGGHHHHhh!!

57.What is one thing scientists should invent?

Malas mau pikir!

58.Have you ever broken a bone?

YES! my left hand....

59.What happens after you die?

Erm.......... i'll be in heaven or hell....

60.Do you watch or read the news?

I read and watch E! entertainment!



I SHOULD HAVE MORE CREATIVE ANSWERS....

DETERMINED!!

Perjanjian Penghasilan Kurus Untuk Bulan 12....

current weight: 65 kg (ya barat bah macam itu babi tua)
aim: at least 60 kg.. i only need to get rid 5 kilos before december.. easy kan? 60 seems quite gumuk juga kan for certain people but i tall babe.. so believe me u'll see the new me, tall and slimmer.... *finger crossed...

McD Double Cheese Burger
Supper
Dinner
La La La

i WILL strive upon these hurdles!!!


HULAHUP!!!

P/S: mau cari kwn joging.....

tiada cerita

tda.. aku namau cerita pasal exam ne.. namau merungut.. namau namau namau~ kenapa juga aku minta puji ne?? hahahahaa

oleh sbb aku tiada cerita., makanya aku akan melalut di spnjang post ne...
NAMAU BACA SUDA! okay....

anda baru saja membaca lalutan yg terpaling.. dan juga membuang masa anda selama seminit membaca post saya ini....

terimakasihdaunkeladi

esokkitajumpalagi

PEACE!

P/S: kebas kaki duduk d kerusi lama2

duhai lah hati saya tidak menyangka

dia cukup sempurna buat saya... semua ngam~ kena di hati....

harap berjalan lancar...


P/S: Entry no 1 : easy to fall but hard to love.. :)

This is just nice

Crystal clear voice with a soothing music...

Hot guitarist lagi... aduhhh

this is my lullaby..

sleep well!

P/S: kau hensem ;P

The Inconvenience

Sorry guys, supposedly i was going to upload some of my latest photos but unfortunately i cant because of~

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pffttt!!! yeah... u can guess.... so, ok... erm babai!!

P/S: Up Up And AWAY~

Sleep Deprivation

Is there a group for people that suffering INSOMNIA??? Count me in~

No FREDDIE KRUEGER dalam cerita hantu tu bikin takut kta supya nda tidur, No CAFFEINE pnya efek, No Nothing!

tapi kenapa juga aku nda buli tidur?????!!!! kenapa bah? kenapa bah?? (ikut2 lagu stacy)

Kapanas juga ini kalau hari hari tidur lewat..... eyebag pn suda suka menyangkut sama mata aku (dia igt mata aku ne tmpat sngkut beg)... adeh~ kalau pakai mikap buli2 habis tu concealer gara2 mau cover ne eyebag.. punya taik~

Ada test ECO pagi bisuk.. subjek faveret sepanjang zaman la urg bilang (padahal repeat eko 2 kali)... baru mau gmbar untuk kad matriks yg suda hilang untuk 3 sem (cool saja bah).... bah.. paling cantik la aku bisuk begmbar..... (padahal macam muka itu b***)


benci benci benci!
kasi aku makan itu ubat tidur? buli???


P/S: jgn heran la kalau aku jalan2 d kk kepala bebalut (sbb nda lama aku hantak kepala p dinding ne supya pingsan)

(=__________=)

Life is one grand, sweet song, so start the music. ~Ronald Reagan

let me make this short and simple..... (test at 9 am bby!!!tp mau juga post2 palui)
hehehe~

actually,i just want to share the latest song that i currently so IN LOVE with... so here's the song:




i could listen to this for thousand times.. i just love it!!!!

~Without music life would be a mistake. ~Friedrich Wilhelm Nietzsche~

THATS ALL!
DAAAA~


P/S: sukati mau post ;P

And above all... Think Chocolate! --"Betty Crocker"

uh oh! saturday is no good... i almost killed by Mr.Boredom! dearly blog, u have to endure with my craziness to post something here everyday.. i mean EVERYDAY~ so blame it to Mr.Boredom.. :3

The Chronicles Of Bby Weekend
Duh~ today was no good.. like i said.. so i was wandering back and forth
inside my house like a zombie, critically thinking what is the best activity
that didn't need any cash to be waste.. the list goes like this:

a) clean the house
- kay, honestly im not some kind of super maid that feels 'wow, cleaning is awesome, healthy la la la".. no~ i hate house chores..
b) watching tv
-thnx to my momma for providing us such convenience.. but no ASTRO.. uh Okay!

i cannot think of any after that.. its a final... i chose watching tv.. i turned it on and started clicking the button 1..... 2...... 3..... n stop~ hindi muvies show on tv3..ok hantam sajalah daripada tedaa~.. i forgot the title of the movie.. but i tell u the movie is so hilarious! HAHAHAHA
i laughed loud enough to make my cuzzie joined me watching the muvie.. n together we laughed like crazy HAHAHAHA
muvie end~
suddenly, i crave for chocolate bar n texted my sister to buy SNICKERS for me.. she came home and told me that she didnt manage to find SNICKERS but instead she bought something better.. she bought me this..



UH LA LA!!!! ITS A PICNIC CHOCOLATE BAR!!!

Last time i saw this when i was at KL.. I've been searching this for a long time and my sister gloriously found it! HAHAHA
(^_____^) big smile!!
thank GOD she bought 2 of it... i dont want to share my picnic chocolate bar~ n gave the other one to my cuzzie hehehe

so, the CHOCOLATE filled my day a little happy gas... little but at least it didnt end worse than i thought.. right? ;)

~some chocoholic quotes for u~


Nine out of ten people like chocolate. The tenth person always lies.
-- John Q. Tullius

Love is like swallowing hot chocolate before it has cooled off. It takes you by surprise at first, but keeps you warm for a long time.
-- Author Unknown

Chocolate causes certain endocrine glands to secrete hormones that affect your feelings and behavior by making you happy. Therefore, it counteracts depression, in turn reducing the stress of depression. Your stress-free life helps you maintain a youthful disposition, both physically and mentally. So, eat lots of chocolate!
-- Elaine Sherman

P/S: Selamat Hari Jadi SUE!!! LOVE U!! ;* mmuuaxxx! XOXO

midnite post

oh god... im so eager to post something here... i cant resist the temptation to check my beloved blog everyday.. hahahaha

ok lets begin with hello boys and girls (though currently there's no one following my blog haha).. helo helo helo <<< with an echo~~ kili me kan.... haha by the way, i think the title is not suit the time i posted this.. maybe 'dawn post'? u name it hahaha nevermind..

so, i was checking the facebook (a must activity) and i found this music video posted by Ann Rachel (my sister's friend).. OMG! the music is so nice~ i was like uh-ok.. the lyrics kinda remind me my exhubby and honestly i hate that feels.. duhhh~ enough with this shit about stupid feeling and please do listen to this song.. i promise u a satisfaction...


c


yeah i know the song kinda sentimental.. but i love it.... ;)

guys out there, show some love to ur loved ones (^_^)Y.... adios~


P/S: webcam dengan didi puta~ sial d kasi ketwa ja muka ku yg bulat ini (=_=')

It aint about u.. Its about me!

so here are kinda of my personnal thoughts about myself.. lets get started!

-me.. easy to fall but hard to love...soulmate wannabe? endure with my craziness and the chaos i might put u in.. emmmm...im single but currently i still deliberating whether to change the status ;)

-i love to play guitar.. i consider myself as an amatur coz im still learning...
up until now i still play the first song i've learnt.. means that the progress is slowwww... really slowwwww....(=_='')

-singing and dancing are one of my abilities... im doin it for fun n not professionally.. ceh~ :3

-read books is awesome.. i read 7 books of Harry Potter in only two months. (although i might skipped some parts) haha..owh.. i try to make a collection of books but sadly it still scanty...

-people often label me as a serious person just because im hardly to smile...but once u know me all that thoughts are wrong. teettttttt-----

- im tough inside n outside.. i can do things by myself... i didn't need accompany like pls-kasi-kawan-sa-pigi-sana situation...independent is the best word i guess..

-a guy with music instrument is sexy... play me a song plis *wink *wink...

-i love to laugh.... sometimes i laugh too much.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA....

-i can be an ultra ego.... hehehe.. kalau-kau-tembirang-sa-lagi-tembirang...my official motto....

-pa lagi?? ???????

U tell Me Lah

P/S: kuda ku lari gagah berani~ la la la

officially missing you (=_______=')

hey boy, i dont know what u have done to me.. my mind always heading to u!
we're not together but i still missing u.. duhhh~
currently im listening OFFICIALLY MISSING U by TAMIA.. the lyrics was like seriously shit.. it hits me directly to my chest.. ive tried, i dont know for how many, for thousand times to forget u but i CANT..

i never thought forgetting someone could be this hard.. God please help me get rid this boy from wandering inside my head..

wow~ once i read back what ive already type, i think i have the potential to write a lyrics.. hahaha..


offsite! ha Ha ha HA


P/S: i cant sleep tonite, maybe insomnia

i am boring

huh huh today is boring because i am boring.. boring.. not because im bored but i am such a boring person that happens to make my life boring~

y the hell i claim myself boring?

such a stu' confession from oneself right... ya ya i know~ boringg~

so,here's the STORY

i used to have this "LIFE" filled with Bestfriends
Bestfriends - we've been friends since high school.. n three of us entered the same university.. but for some unfortunate reasons, we no longer hangout together.. the group separated into two, me and both of them.. im in the circumstances of what-have-i-done?? they slowly parted away from me and ignored me completely...so this could be the end of this story.. i dont want to be the moron who still want to be friend with the friends that obviously don't want me as their friend...

so life must go on.. at least now i already make up with them n started to hangout together again
but the feels is differ than the last time.. i dont know~ maybe we cant be together like last time.. the fight's effect is much bigger than i thought.. we still friends but not as close as we used to be...

gahhhhh! its morning... sorry for the BORING post guys.. AHA! need to sleep... morning~



P/S: im HAPPY to have U <3 <3

the temptation punya shit

aku ada test jam 2 tp aku masi di sini, depan lappy, facebuking, tagged, ym n blogging... haha
okay okay.. tiada mau crita pnjg.. ne PIC untuk hari ini... ttaaaaddddaaaaaaaaaa~


HaHaHaHa~



P/S: dear test Statistics, sila buat baik dengan saya ya petang ini... ;)

Kili me~

ya bila dalam kereta teda mau buat bah ini la kerja semua org.... CAM-WHORE-ING

haha siap ada lagi mcD d tgn... makanan wajib bos~~~


ok aku mau tdo

ZzZzZZzzzz

P/S: first post pindik :8)

saya adalah saya, kau siapa?

tempat: ruang tamu
jam: 7.40 mlm
mood: tidak berapa bagus

telampau banyak dalam kepala ku sekarang.. ndatau mau mula dari mana... yg penting sekarang aku tda mood...tlmpau~~~

aku baru pulang dari ranau sbb kami 1 family beraya sana... 4 hari kami sana kami pulang la lahad datu.. tp sempat lg singgah sandakan sbb mau beraya c cinoi.. kawan abg aku...

nah sini la start aku punya crita... tiada apa2 juga d sandakan tu.. tp di sana la aku start terpikir sesuatu.. okay, time tu hujan-hujan, dalam kereta tu ada abg aku c jay2. cinoi (kawan abg aku), sasa kakak ku pindik n kawan nya c rici dan aku la... okay ko notice suda??? blum???? bha okay... biar aku terang kan... abg aku dan cinoi itu bukan sekadar kawan, tp teman tapi mesra jadi buli la katakan durang ne pasangan... kakak ku c sasa sama c rici tu obviously la kekasih atau pasangan cinta... dan aku??? teeddaaaaaaa... aku saturang....

sedih juga aku bila sedar aku ne saturang ja... bila tgk durang kakak n abg ku ada juga kekasih durang, pasangan durang walaupun durang nda officially ckp durang kekasih ka apa ka, tp sekurang-kurang nya durang ada teman... bila aku sedar time tu hampir menitis airmata ku sbb kesian sama diri sendiri... sungguh kasihan~~

terpikir aku tiada ka jodoh ku ne... kenapa pilihan aku slalu slh??? ntah...
baru2 ini aku terbaca blog 1 perempuan yg baru kawin.. dia post macam-macam tentang hidup dia.. aku suka baca... aku mau macam tu juga... kawin sama org yg kta sayang, pastu masak untuk dia, hidup sama2 dia... ndapayah pikir apa-apa lagi sbb dia suda jadi laki kita kan.... ndapayah la kau mau tapuk2 kalau mau dating sbb segala apa yg kta buat sama dia sudah jadi halal di sisi Allah bila bergelar suami isteri...

bukan tiada org mau, tp aku menolak... sangat menolak... kenapa??? mungkin sbb aku susa mau suka sama orang atau mungkin bilang kawan ku c didi aku ne hati mati suda... ntah apa la tu hati mati... aku bukan jual mahal bha, bukan nya aku cantik pun mau jual mahal hahaha.... tp mang gitu la... aku senang mau suka orang tp susa mau btul2 cinta sama tu orang... mau cakap aku pemilih nda juga, sbb selalu nya lelaki yg aku pilih tu mimang nda sesuai la sama aku...tp suda suka kan mcm mana juga... hahaha

okay post ku kali ini sgt emosi n bikin geli.. tp kepada sapa la aku mau mengadu melainkan blog ini yg buli di baca oleh semua orang... buduh juga kan..

bha suda la mau tulis pasal crita di atas yg aku label kan sebagai *pieceofgarbage*

oh cerita pasal raya, siok gila raya d ranau.. akan ku ceritakan lebih detail d kemudian post yer...

P/S: apa apa pun, nyamann~~